kingfisher’s cache
with our floaties on
we swam over to the little nest
three eggs the blue
of a misremembered ocean
all in halves hatched
the kingfisher with that magnificent
crest black yet iridescent
absent
and we were older standing there
in the ankle-deep water
the falls
in the crook of the rocks
water silking over pulling the under-
weeds up by their green hair
like our toy trolls
diamonds in their belly buttons
thunder
someone in the sky
had a giant piece of poster board
and was shaking it
what I liked was all the scattered
petals the flowers whole
then not
if my mother had let me I would have
climbed into the apple tree
let rain spatter make me
shine
rose hips
like very small pomegranates
I saw them in the almost autumn
the last beach roses blowing
against the crooked path
slate sea where
we waded half-holding each other
looking far off biting our lips
the falls
we swam upstream
sometimes boys watching us
chicken-boned goose-fleshed flat-
chested we tucked
under the murk-dark
better
down here better
in the rock nooks
like little rooms
bubbles rising from our mouths
and shattering in contact
with the open air
tar
gooey in the cracks
black thick like hesitance
we stuck our fingers dented
and stretched hot
as we sat on our butts
with all the small sharp stones that
come up as the old
pavement wears down
flecking our flesh
dogwood berries
sometimes we would
gather them
dodecahedrons
fat squat flattened
ornaments
from the heaven
of those white dog-faced
flowers all blown open
like North Stars
Roo’s grave
a mown square of the meadow
tufts of milkweed releasing
as we waded out
kneeled with our ratty bouquets
by the mound
and none of us knew what to say so
we listened